Sometimes, We're trying so hard to do so much, to be so much, and to fix a lot of things.. and all of a sudden: the energy disappear. And in all of the good things you want to do and be for others, it's easy to loose yourself. To do all the things just because, and not by loving others.
I have to remind myself of that now and then, so I live my life in the way I do because I want to, not  because I "should do". And to keep the love to the others be the driving force. Does it sound strange?
You could be tired anyway- of course! But if we loose the love, and our actions become to boring habits, I should, I have always done.. etc. We don't only loose our driving force, but burns all of our bridges. And even though you start in the right way, you could loose it end up in the wrong dead-end. But what's lost, can always be found

If we find our driving force and focus on that. Our actions aren't that heavy, so diffifult. There are no longer what we should do, but rather be what  we want to do, what we long for. What we love to do. And when we fall, it still hurts. But then we could learn about get the experience, the possibility to learn..
So I don't care in the same way anymore when I make mistakes. Of course, I'm trying to correct myself if I hurt people- being mean is not my priority.


Alfred : Why do we fall, sir? So that we might learn to pick ourselves up